Thursday, March 5, 2009
breakups // . @ 6:38 PM
My jr.high friends .. nothing is the same anymore are they? Highschool really pulled us apart. Not just because we all chose to go to different schools, but because of new groups and cliques that we found ourselves more fitted/comfortable in. What a big change .. I'm starting to wonder now, whatever happened to "friends forever"? I think were all starting to forget that day when we made those paperboats and wrote down how we'll never be apart .. and how we'll go back to that same lake when were older .. TOGETHER. I can't believe that our first year, fights and arguements have already started and caused major problems. Even separation is waiting around the corner for all of us. It's already began anyways. Whatever happened to the memories? To all the fun times we had, the good times together? There starting to become extinct. Look at us now, always fighting & annoyed of each other. We don't even keep in contact anymore, no matter how much we promised we will. I guess highschool became the force that destroye
d what we all had together. But somehow I can't blame it, because its natural. I just wished that we tried a little harder.. maybe if we put in more effort .. just maybe everything will just be like before, with very little changes. I just can't take seeing us like this, after years of friendship. Were like a big broken family now. Everything we've gone through together seem to have been flushed down the toilet. Although we still see each other occasionally, I look at our group and see how the size decreased. Someone is always missing, even if they were there the previous year that we were together. Its as if one person leaves the group every year, just like trees lose their leaves every fall season. Its hard to go back sometimes down the road of memories, when you know you're the only one that's remembering it, compared to being together. It leaves me heartbroken when I see that we don't get along anymore, we don't take care of each other like we use too. Yes I know things change often quickly. But I have always hoped that we will stay together. I had faith in our friendship. I really did. But I guess its all disappointments now. Nothing left but broken pieces of us on the floor. Could we really get back what we use to have? Could we really? Even I'm starting to lose hope. Just like all of you lost hope in us .. a long time ago. I guess sometimes when I look back, I feel pretty dumb for having faith till now, just because everyone else seemed to have lost it already. I feel alone now at everything. I don't feel the support I use to feel. ALONE. That's what my heart feels now . A L O N E .
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d what we all had together. But somehow I can't blame it, because its natural. I just wished that we tried a little harder.. maybe if we put in more effort .. just maybe everything will just be like before, with very little changes. I just can't take seeing us like this, after years of friendship. Were like a big broken family now. Everything we've gone through together seem to have been flushed down the toilet. Although we still see each other occasionally, I look at our group and see how the size decreased. Someone is always missing, even if they were there the previous year that we were together. Its as if one person leaves the group every year, just like trees lose their leaves every fall season. Its hard to go back sometimes down the road of memories, when you know you're the only one that's remembering it, compared to being together. It leaves me heartbroken when I see that we don't get along anymore, we don't take care of each other like we use too. Yes I know things change often quickly. But I have always hoped that we will stay together. I had faith in our friendship. I really did. But I guess its all disappointments now. Nothing left but broken pieces of us on the floor. Could we really get back what we use to have? Could we really? Even I'm starting to lose hope. Just like all of you lost hope in us .. a long time ago. I guess sometimes when I look back, I feel pretty dumb for having faith till now, just because everyone else seemed to have lost it already. I feel alone now at everything. I don't feel the support I use to feel. ALONE. That's what my heart feels now . A L O N E .
` Hello stranger :] I'm an islander and considered an alien = . = ' Thank you for dropping in ,
and I must say this blog right here lives now for my venting purposes. Feel free to read if you
must , just don't be so harsh on your thoughts about me. – C