So here I am in design studies class, blogging instead of finishing my complicated environmentally-friendly house design. GAH . I want to do work, but my mood is not up to it. Maybe because I'm hungry ? maybe. I've been in such a horrible mood lately .. I think I know why,, but I just deny it, because maybe it'll go away? maybe so. Even my viet-noodles doesnt seem appetizing. I don't clearly know how to explain the emotions I'm feeling right now. All I know is my "contented" emotion is gone .. GONE GONE GONE . All because .. arghh . See how I try to avoid it? This morning though, it seemed like it was just a dream, it did go away .. temporarily because of .. my beby ♥ It's true that he can make a lot of things go away .. but at this rate he can only make me feel better. Don't get me wrong its good enough for me .. having him with me in the first place has always been good enough for me. Sometimes I just wish I could give him more, just like he sacrifices for me. Anyways with this problem on hand I do pray to God that this won't keep me apart from, not only him, but my friends .. everyone who accepted me in to their lives. Right now I want them to wait .. before they finalize anything. I really can't take being pulled away the 3RD time around. I need to stay here . PS : I TOTALLY FLUNKED .. well passed that bio exam .. I just wished I did better :/ ah well.. <>
` Hello stranger :] I'm an islander and considered an alien = . = ' Thank you for dropping in ,
and I must say this blog right here lives now for my venting purposes. Feel free to read if you
must , just don't be so harsh on your thoughts about me. – C