Well I'm talking to you right now, but I still can't stop missing you. It's what you do to me .. I know were young and shtuff , and people thing we don't know any better .. which is probably true, but I know for sure that I love you .. A LOT . Its going to be hard if this change happens .. and you still have no idea what it is ' - ' I want to hold off on telling you, because I want us to stay like this .. like nothing will ever change. Which is obviously not possible, but I'd like to think that .. even if just for awhile. I need you too much to let go in the first place. For me it's hard to imagine life without you . Since we met a little over a year ago, I didn't know how much things can happen between us .. and now look me .. I'm needing you so bad. Beby you're the air that I breathe, and I'd die without you. I miss you right now ..

` Hello stranger :] I'm an islander and considered an alien = . = ' Thank you for dropping in , and I must say this blog right here lives now for my venting purposes. Feel free to read if you must , just don't be so harsh on your thoughts about me. – C