You're different . I'm afraid to put my hands on you .. the way I use to. I'm afraid that I'm going to mess something up when I do. My tears start to build up when I think of you .. my chest feels heavy and my throat is numb. Why did you have to change all of a sudden ? You're a completely different person .. and honestly with you like this .. I want to change too ` but I hate the feeling. I can't say anymore . . and I can't tell you either because you have your reasons too ` and I contradict them. I just hate how you're .. not you.

` Hello stranger :] I'm an islander and considered an alien = . = ' Thank you for dropping in , and I must say this blog right here lives now for my venting purposes. Feel free to read if you must , just don't be so harsh on your thoughts about me. – C