It feels like it isn't worth the fight anymore. Sometimes it scares me how I'm so caught up in this and you don't even seem to care. Everything just seem to go easy for you. Its hard for me you know, when I never know what's going on with you. Its hard not to worry when you're not the same anymore and you have no idea how many times I've tried to not think of you. I promise myself that we'll work things out but that's not going to be the case if you let me do all the work. I'm only contented now because other people are supporting me through this. Now I need you and you don't even know how much I do. I'm really frustrated with you , but I promise to be patient so that's all I can do now .. wait for you.
` Hello stranger :] I'm an islander and considered an alien = . = ' Thank you for dropping in ,
and I must say this blog right here lives now for my venting purposes. Feel free to read if you
must , just don't be so harsh on your thoughts about me. – C