It doesn't feel right to say "It's over", when it feels like it barely began. Its hard to be away from you and I know you do your best to keep us together. From the beginning we know its going to be hard work. Hard work to be together and to stay together. One more day of school left ... although its exciting I still can't help but think to myself how fast everything seem to have gone by. I also can't help but think that there will be less time not only for friends .. but to spend with you. School seems to have helped us see each other throughout ` and now that its gone for two months I can already see how tough its going to be for both of us.Every single waking hours I stay in bed and think to myself how easy it would be if we weren't together, but my heart won't let it go. I have to be with you. Second thoughts always come to me, but of course in the end I still choose you. Its like I'm hoping that everything will turn out the way I want to in the end. I still sit here .. hoping .. hoping like theres no tomorrow.
PS : Settle down with your changes, because I'm starting to hate it so much.
Labels: changed., doubts, frustations, you
` Hello stranger :] I'm an islander and considered an alien = . = ' Thank you for dropping in ,
and I must say this blog right here lives now for my venting purposes. Feel free to read if you
must , just don't be so harsh on your thoughts about me. – C