No matter how random that must be ... hehe it gave me that "kilig" feeling and I really needed that = ) I'm extremely thankful for that stranger , what a flip = ) I finally got to blog again .. the extreme busy`ness in my life is driving me crazy, but I'm sort of enjoying it. A lot of things have changed since I last blogged , but I'm loving this changes ... well some of them. I'm finally learning to accept what life throws at me. But I think its more amazing that my feelings are starting to grow as well and somehow change. The more I keep myself busy, the faster it was for me to forget that I'm hurting because of how much I miss him ... and how things used to be. A goodnights sleep is all I needed I guess. Now all I really need is to focus and leave a lot of things behind. I realize I can't be caught up in one person for this long. I need change =] God answered my prayers when I feel myself lighten up a little and no longer heavy. As much as I need my certain someone .. I can finally let him go for a bit. I need a break . A VERY long break. I'm definite about things changing but they've already changed. Maybe, just maybe I can mature further, afterall I'm 17 in 156 days .. roughly. I just want to shed my old self and renew. I realized that thanks to my flip stranger. We'll be together , soon enough.
` Hello stranger :] I'm an islander and considered an alien = . = ' Thank you for dropping in ,
and I must say this blog right here lives now for my venting purposes. Feel free to read if you
must , just don't be so harsh on your thoughts about me. – C